last day of 2011....

looking back on year 2011....

major changes in the tiny PX's world~

experienced things that i would never imagined....

so surreal to be true....

life's a real drama itself!

i'm grateful that i'm alive and kicking on this Earth~

having given the opportunities to do and enjoy so much....

until now~

going forward into 2012....

wondering on my life journey....

revolving in the tiny PX world....

continuing to explore and appreciating everything!

"unknowingly" there's gonna be a BIG change too~

from a 20+++, turning on to the start of 3!

another phase of life for PX....

embrace the wonders of nature....

live life to it's fullest without regrets.... *if possible*

till it's time to be blown away with the wind~

变调'ed or 变调'ing

guess it's the same for all type of relationships....

and cos it involves emotions from both parties....

it's complex and changes as time moves on....

maintenance and regular keeping up-to-date or alive....

sometimes it's not the length of time knowing each other,

it's the feeling that matters a whole lot!!

being friends for a long long long time.....

that friendship might become "bland" and no longer feels as close as before....

or the longer the "brew", the "stronger" it becomes....

new found friends for a short period....

that friendship might just feels like meeting a old-time buddy finally....

or the usual Hi-Bye casual friendly acquaintances....

nevertheless i like to keep all my friends....

we all grew up, interacted with many different things and ideas ~ we changed....

something which might not change will be "you are still my friend!"

sometimes it's amazing how comfort it can be....

when you can just ring up a friend whom you have not catch up for awhile,

when the line gets connected.... it seems so familiar once again~

when daily life gets a big part of you that it's always seems so busy.... so tiring....

just to make a short call or a short message to a friend or family~

for family, maybe it just runs in the blood that you are connected always!!

for friends, it's on the trust and faith built upon from the start of the friendship!!

no one should be taken for granted in any way....

it's time to make a call out to YOU~

a little pat on the back....

first time was a direct feedback from the Japanese teacher (Grade 6)....

was told i had some influences on the students and improved the level of interest in English in some students in her class!

cos those usually quiet students started to raise their hands to participate in the games in during my English class... and they know the answer! (even if they don't, it's really good that they start wanting to be at least active during the class~

second was coming from another Japanese teacher (Grade 3....different school!!)....

said she always like me going to her class for English and asked if my company has any kindergarten cos she wants to send her daughter to a school where they teach English like how i teach in the school! OMG... this is like a praise for me!! *hehe...shy*

i'm really happy to get comments like those....

efforts kinda paid off a little bit for now~

*big grin*

only one... once~

maybe there is really next life...

which something we really don't know about...

so for the whatever or remaining time i have...

till who? knows when...

PX's rule:

minimum or NO regrets!

sometimes there is only one chance...

ONLY ONCE...

and the fact we only live once~

It's Now or Never!

******

Life is just too short~

a lot of times, it's fragile too~

it's rare for one to have the best of both worlds...

so make the best out of what you have or get...

tangible stuffs are materialistic

yet it's a need for survival...

non tangible stuffs are so invisible

yet the most powerful energy source...

which i feel it the most important!

You will never know what's next to come??

never know who you will meet??

never know what you will do or decide??

never know what's installed for you??

good? bad? challenge? barrier?

You never know~

******

stay true to myself...

always the "direct" one~

when i said it, i meant it...

when i want it, i work really hard for it...

when i'm in it, i give all i can...

so if you know me well,

you know who i am...

good for me and good for you!

if you don't know me,

i don't really care... even if you hate me!

cos everyone is different!

i don't have to please everyone or anyone...

unless they are someone who matters to me...

those who are my precious in my life journey...

You... You... You... are a keeper!

:D

i'll be fine....

so ironic!

my last post was about moving on....

guessed i did it~

yet maybe again....

moving on one more time....

if you know PX well enough~

but most don't really which is totally fine with me,

it gonna take some time....

*I'll be fine*

simple words simple phrase

do you really know how much it takes??

how much to go through??

how much had/have to suck it up??

how many "walls" would be built??

how many "concealers" would be needed??

how many "buckets would be filled??

******

grown up, matured and old enough~

always able to do everything.... anything....

so strong and independent....

Really?? *LOL*

i wanna be the Baby again!

getting pampered and care for....

being as wilful as i want to....

at the end of the day,

I'm still being loved unconditionally!

******

waiting for the day to be Baby again~

till then....

i promise "I'll be fine!"

******

it's 6.10 am now.... time to wake up~

the dawn/morning sky that i looked out to this morning....

*beautiful clouds*

I like it.... do you??

:P

moving on....

Well, that's LIFE~

you will never know what you will get,

encounter or experience....

good or bad...it's hard to say~

in a state of surprise and shock....

need to get it out in some way....

getting my thoughts laid out as i post --

maybe for me to remember this event,

maybe for me to see how i grow,

maybe for me to make a mental note,

maybe for me to laugh over it the next time i read it,

maybe maybe maybe~

******

i thought i was prepared for it....

physically i'm strong enough to handle it....

mentally i think i was~ I TOLD MYSELF....

yet Reality proves me wrong again....

just caught me off guard totally~

Today....the news came!

(ironically it has to come when i'm SG too)

and it's happening real soon....

this year's October~

once again it's gonna be in the Autum in Japan....

how different will it be compared to 2007??

just when i'm working so hard,

biting on, one step at a time....*at my pace*

perhaps i'm just taking slightly too long....

i don't know how others did it....

Forgetting is a process;

can/might be difficult and long....

or easy and fast....

plus it depends on individual too!

******

I *HEART* PEACHY PEACH~

forgotten since when i just love peach!

not a common fruit in SG....

but in Okayama, it is THE place for PEACH~

especially Hakutou (白桃).... my FAVOURITE type!!

Now it's the best season for it~

only for about three weeks in Summer time....

and i received two big peaches....

from the Grade 6 teacher in Hikasa ES....

she's one of the great teachers in all the ES

that i like to work with....

funny and easy-going....both in class and after class!

those peaches are from her home's garden!

totally organic peaches....

ate some while cutting and during lunch~

so SWEET and DELICIOUS!!

for a record, peaches are expensive too!

even in Okayama....

i was like surprised and happy

when she told me to bring those peaches home!!

*GRIN*

いただきます！

******

happily peachy-ified PX

see the nice yellow-pinky colour on the peaches!!

this lighting is not too bad too....

trying to do some "justification" for those peaches....

comparing the size....

one received from the teacher (left)

one bought from supermarket (right)

(din got my $$$ worth)

those peaches are bigger than a cup of yogurt!

Kousaki Sensei....

yeah~ it's good!!