it's been almost a year...
just one more night...tomorrow will be the last night!
i just said "good night" to her and closed my room door...
it has always been the same repeated actions,
yet it felt so uncomfortable...
so much so that tears just roll down my cheeks...
the sadness has been settling in since last week...
trying so hard to ignore and pushing it away...
avoiding talking about it...mininium!!
cos i hate it...hate the fact that she's leaving so soon...
hate that she wouldn't be around the apartment when
there's funny stuffs from the lab to tell,
complains and anger to whine about,
news or gossips to share,
ideas of places to go or things to do,
food to be sampled and share,
going shopping at the mall or online,
sitting on the sofa looking through catalogs etc...
just realised how much we did together in a year!
how "used to" i had became...
how her "jab" of postive attitude simplify things in life...
her dose of encouragements from time to time...
and frustrations with her mess around the apartment at times...
there were lotsa fun, laughter and craziness....
mixed with bits of disagreement, anger and unhappiness...
i don't know if i'd been a good housemate to her,
i felt she's been a great housemate to me...
there might be no other chance in future that we'll be living together again,
it's an unique one and only experience in life for both of us...
glad that it's you...THANKS FOR A YEAR OF EVERYTHING, WEIYEE!
will miss you and remember "WYPX" only in Albany, NY!
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