Sunday, August 30, 2009

it's my 100th post too....WHAT A DAY!!!

now it's 1.34am on 30 Aug 2009...
today's my birthday....27 already~
just got back from a concert!!
all i can say is "MAYDAY ROCKS!!"
i'm simply happy and touched today....
1st: my sis paid for this concert as my bdae present...
for a record, we seldom give bdae pressie to each other in my family
so it's really a surprise!!
plus we always attend Mayday concerts together...
2nd: it's the longest Mayday concert ever... almost 4 hrs
been attending their concert whenever they come to SG,
i was so sad i missed one when i was in US... :(
3rd: they sang all the way thru 12 midnight into my b'dae...
haha...so Mayday "sort of" celebrated for me too... :P
i made a bdae wish during the concert...*SECRET*
4th: glad that i'm in SG for my bdae this year...
i remembered how i felt last year in US,
having to make myself to feel happy on my bdae
by going NYC on purpose...
where i was being stalked by some strange guy
which could end up being in a big big trouble!
luckily i'm safe and well till now....
i should stop here or my list would get really long!!
my emotions are just overflowing tonight....
my eyes turned watery during the concert too...
upon hearing two particular songs...
i don't know why i was so into the songs...
guess i'm touched by those lyrics~
now i gonna bear the "post-concert consequences"...
from all the craziness of jumping and screaming~
*aching arms and slightly sore throat*
yet i'm feeling great!!! *woohoo*
i'm one of those lucky blessed ones...
******
btw i have decided to sponsor a child too!
helping kids in 3rd world countries...
i have been wanting to do this few years ago,
when i saw those appeals for sponsors...
finally i'm going to be one!
******

Monday, August 24, 2009

hmmm~~~

well...regardless where you are, time files!
i'm back already for 3 weeks...and one more week left~
last week for me to hang around freely...
from September, i'm not a slacker or "maid" anymore...
back to the life of a typical working adult....
not that i don't like it,
pretty much looking forward to it
but what's in store for me?
heard alot of postive and negative stuffs...
i'm prepared for the worst and hoping for the best!!!
will have to see it goes~
chatted with one of my seniors in Albany today,
heard that they miss having me around...
i miss being there too.... :(
not that i don't wanna be back...
i like being around my family...
hanging out with my friends...
at the same time,
being in Singapore feels strange~
familiar yet out-of-place!?!
old yet different!?!
while it's a matter of "re-adjusting" back
which i know i'm of high adaptability....
i can't help feeling LOST!!
not just in terms of directions to places around
it's my life....how to go from here now??
still looking for my standing point yet again...
what i'm used to before i left...
everything or most of them had changed!!
i'm entering yet another phase of life....
kinda pessimistic with this for a start....
priority changes...catching up with life....
brighter side of life is just a smile away~
*SMILE*