when you could have grab it in hand,
you didn't wanna grab hold of it....
thinking it will always be there for you,
taking it for granted....
one day, when it's not within your reach anymore,
you became angry, sad then regret....
angry with yourself for being so selfish,
sad cos you know you have finally lost something that's "always there",
regret that you havent cherish it carefully before....
i realised as one gets older....
there will be more memories;
good or bad, happy or sad
there will be alot more lessons learnt;
enjoyable or painful
they all have an impact in your life....
everything unfolds without any alert;
slowly or suddenly, alone or in series
AND everything happens for a reason!
whether you like or not,
that's almost never within your control limit~
guess one would had learnt or trained....
slowly making the heart mentally stronger and stronger,
unbeatable on the outside...
shutting down closer and closer,
collapsing deep within....
tucking all deeper and deeper into a corner,
unseen by others yet only felt by one self....
at the end of the day, you wonder
"Who are You??"
"Where are You??"
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