Well, that's LIFE~
you will never know what you will get,
encounter or experience....
good or bad...it's hard to say~
in a state of surprise and shock....
need to get it out in some way....
getting my thoughts laid out as i post --
maybe for me to remember this event,
maybe for me to see how i grow,
maybe for me to make a mental note,
maybe for me to laugh over it the next time i read it,
maybe maybe maybe~
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i thought i was prepared for it....
physically i'm strong enough to handle it....
mentally i think i was~ I TOLD MYSELF....
yet Reality proves me wrong again....
just caught me off guard totally~
Today....the news came!
(ironically it has to come when i'm SG too)
and it's happening real soon....
this year's October~
once again it's gonna be in the Autum in Japan....
how different will it be compared to 2007??
just when i'm working so hard,
biting on, one step at a time....*at my pace*
perhaps i'm just taking slightly too long....
i don't know how others did it....
Forgetting is a process;
can/might be difficult and long....
or easy and fast....
plus it depends on individual too!
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