moving on....

Well, that's LIFE~

you will never know what you will get,

encounter or experience....

good or bad...it's hard to say~

in a state of surprise and shock....

need to get it out in some way....

getting my thoughts laid out as i post --

maybe for me to remember this event,

maybe for me to see how i grow,

maybe for me to make a mental note,

maybe for me to laugh over it the next time i read it,

maybe maybe maybe~

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i thought i was prepared for it....

physically i'm strong enough to handle it....

mentally i think i was~ I TOLD MYSELF....

yet Reality proves me wrong again....

just caught me off guard totally~

Today....the news came!

(ironically it has to come when i'm SG too)

and it's happening real soon....

this year's October~

once again it's gonna be in the Autum in Japan....

how different will it be compared to 2007??

just when i'm working so hard,

biting on, one step at a time....*at my pace*

perhaps i'm just taking slightly too long....

i don't know how others did it....

Forgetting is a process;

can/might be difficult and long....

or easy and fast....

plus it depends on individual too!

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